stardust

2007-11-26T08:26:00.000-08:00

i realise im moving to a new blog every year.hurhur. here goes.

http://zeesstar.livejournal.com

2007-11-15T20:04:00.000-08:00

oh well, was looking forward to some fun and relaxation. whatever. just one more week to go, and i can finally play to my heart's content. LYDIA ho, im holding you to your words. and now i know, never to agree to dates with you guys on the last day of your exams. you two better treat me to something nice! hur.

yeayea, paper's in 2hrs time.i should go get lunch and trudge to school.

count down to D-day, 6 more days.(:

`empty - The Click Five.

2007-11-14T04:42:00.001-08:00

seriously, just because my brother's Os ended, im getting bombarded by all the naggings. econs is just over, dont i even get a break! damn it. my blue top is STILL NOT here.i wonder if the postman is taking his own sweet time or what.

christmas is coming SOON, i hope. and that means i will have to mail out the christmas cards after exams.(: job at ST is confirmed, im starting next month, hopefully i will make shit-loads of money to last me through next year, but seeing how i spend the money, hmm... i may have to work longer. hurhur.

i need As to end asap.):

hearts don't lie - McFly.

2007-10-30T23:48:00.000-07:00

was looking for some random words as i scoured through the archives. it simply struck me that the changes that a person can go through in 3yrs is simply amazing. and kind of freaky. i know i know, im supposed to be studying, what's with A's and all. but like lee says, life goes on, doesnt it? enough of sidetracking, back to the matter at hand, it just feels so daunting that a person can totally switch into a completely different personality. it just scares me, perhaps i have been undergoing that kind of change unknowingly as well.

even though we didnt resolve all our misunderstanding, i have nothing against you.i sympathize with you on how there can be such a major twist in life. it's like life is playing tricks on you. having known you for quite some time, i can understand if you just need a listening ear and someone to rant to.im offering my ears, so take care(:

2007-09-25T05:09:00.001-07:00

outing with 2/3 of tcals.had shit loads of fun embarrassing ourselves. and laughing like mad cows.hurhur.there was this guy at gelare who was trying to help us with our picture!hahaha(:

fav. qoutes of the day:'i love fat!', 'my face looks round!'

2007-09-19T06:14:00.001-07:00

pictures!(: the unglam ones.seriously, you guys make my day!

no matter how tired i was that day, regardless of the wait and all, i really really had fun!

kudos to you all!(:

my prelims are uberly screwed.it should be worse than midyrs.sigh.kill me, unlike lee, i cant say i did well.):

2007-09-16T18:29:00.001-07:00

"None is always one!"

That quote came from a three-year-old who insists that he can eat candy even when the doctor said none.haha!

2007-09-10T00:50:00.000-07:00

So it's just me. again.

So be it, i guess.

2007-09-05T20:25:00.001-07:00

i need 15mins of emo time.then its back to the mad rush for prelims.

sigh.):

2007-09-05T03:52:00.001-07:00

the world is made of greater things, it doesn't just evolve around one individual.definitely not you or me.

ann lo. you ahould be happy cause now your name is gone!haha(:

2007-08-05T05:31:00.000-07:00

okay, im supposed to be on hiatus but, thanks to JERILYN ANN LO CHEN YING, i have to play this weird game first.

Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.
People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things,as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

When i get high, the timespan of my hyperactivity is extremely short.
I have an impulse to buy things that are redundant.
I used wake up in the middle of the night to brush my teeth.
I would tear when i read touching but sappy stories.
I hate to scream even when im in a roller coaster.
When i go overseas, the first thing i must do in my hotel room is to open the wardrobe and drawers.

People tagged: Lijing, Lynette, Grace, Lydia, Yixin and Jiaqi.

have fun!(:

2007-08-05T05:22:00.000-07:00

on hiatus - sick of blogging.):

2007-07-18T05:39:00.000-07:00

ohno.sorry, thankyou to lijing's dad and shiqi!(: and brice who send me a really late msg! :p

and a bunch of thanks to TCALS, namely cynthia, jerilyn, jeslin, jiaqi and melissa, all of whom amazingly popped up at my doorstep today.haha.to think cynthia managed to bluff me.haha.and jerilyn ann lo sent a petpet to my neopets account.haha!

love the bear, pouch, balloon and ben and jerry's icecream.YUMMY!(: love loads!(:

2007-07-17T04:39:00.000-07:00

oh whee.im officially eighteen. THE legal age.haha.

special thanks to a bunch of people who make today a real special day:

`RYAN, godsis JOANNE, ZACHARY, KAYLIE, JERMAINE and SHIRLEY - for singing me bday song, buying me a cake and just being there to celebrate with me on 14th(: much LOVED!

`LIJING - im not naughty but yea, i LOVE that blue shirt! lala. even tho celebrations and cam-whoring session was ytd.haha.

`KAIQIN and YIFANG - thanks for the chocolate cake. im darn touched.my brother actually baked FOR ME! haha.

`MUMMY and DADDY - instead of a cake, i got an angbao.whee whee.haha!(:

`JIAQI, LYDIA, LYNETTE and GRACE - i love the keds pumps, handmade card, happy meal and esp the balloon!(: though grace could have made it more fun if she appeared, but nevertheless thankyou grace!

`06S06 - for celebrating me and wendy's bday.cheerios!

`ANGELA, CHONGMIN, PHEBE and WENGKIN - for the lovely NUM sandals and the intention of wanting to get me a balloon!(:

`JERILYN TAN - for the lovely card that was posted to me house.(:

`YIXIN - i cant wait for the parcel to arrive, and im just glad i received a msg from you 1300km away!(: haha.

`KAIXIANG - for the potter book which isnt here yet!haha.

and to the bunch of people who wished me through sms.whee!
hongern, hongngiap, lijing, phebe, sihui, lynette, cynthia, yiyuan, junxiong, grace, wendy, lydia, jeslin, clarissa, serena, jasmine, melissa, angeline, jerilyn tan, david ORBEET wong, jerilyn ann lo, angela, clarence, shaun nathan, sueannie, yixuan, yixin, jiaqi, zhixin wong & huishan. also to lydia's dad, lynette's mum, yifang and im sorry if i left anyone out. and to those that i didnt reply, im sorry but thankyou!(:

pictures another day.homework to catch up on and i need to sleep.

and happy eighteenth to ZHIXIN, WENDY, SIHUI, JUNXIONG and JASMINE!(:

`fame infamy - fall out boy.

2007-07-11T05:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH SUEANN! we must must must meet up after A's.(:

and i don't see how this is going to help.and i bet you guys will be thinking that i must be mad.okay, im not insisting that you all follow this list, you will see why in a little while. hehe.

in case, FYI, you guys don't have to get me the exact thing, if you just wana contribute to it, its okay too. or if you just wana ignore this list, i won't blame you either. haha.

here goes nothing:
`CRUMPLER barney rustle blanket, BLUE.
`FOSSIL watch, preferably metal strap and digital
`PAUL FRANK watch
`KEDS pumps from piperlime.com
`FERRAGAMO wallet (which i know is definitely impossible.hah.)

and i wouldnt need clothes and books.so yea, i seriously don't see how this will help.

but then, i would love for you guys to just be there, so it REALLY DOESNT matter how much my present costs.yepp.(: feel free to buy something that you think would suit me.

anw, come to think of it.im really sick and tried of how you think you know me very well.and if you knew firsthand what my response would be, then why bother asking me.its a waste of my time and yours as well.i would thank you very much, if you'd stop asking me cynical and depressing questions and trying to make use of that very very weak and stupid link between us to create conversation.i don't find that amusing at all.just so you'd know.

`heavyweight champion - reverend and the makers.

2007-07-05T03:22:00.000-07:00

wishlist for the benefit of my dearest friends:

`as long as its NOT a rabbit.thankyou very much!
`or anything related to a rabbit, i.e cage, food, etc.

ps/ i wouldn't mind an LV or Ferragamo wallet.haha!

2007-07-05T03:08:00.000-07:00

went out with THE gang ytd.they are seriously a bunch of mad moollahs. they made so much noise, people were staring at us along the stretch of orchard road.even though we spent only a few miserable hours together, its the effort put in to meet up that's heartening. and with our different school uniform (except for Kake), we look like we are multi-racial, oops i mean, multi-school.hehe(: i had my fix of Haato ice cream.i have to announce this: the durian ice cream is simply irresistible and i love the banana chocolate ice cream. yummy!(:

grace said my skirt is short.now that i analysed the picture, hers isnt any better.heh(:

`you have my attention - copeland.

2007-06-29T09:41:00.001-07:00

OHOH! i got to add. we meet jiaqi at starbucks at the cathay. i meet meiling on the way home from raffles city and sihui says she miss me. missed you too!(:
my nose's leaking AGAIN): boohoo.

2007-06-29T09:08:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, HUISHAN! meet up REAL soon, dear girl!(:

lala.1st week of school ended.ten more weeks to prelims.wish me luck):
been getting back bits of my results, at least now i know i pass all three h2 subjects, but my grades are like CRAP): that will have to account for my extreme mood swings for this entire week.grarr.

the only two great things that happened to me this week were meeting lijing for a half day shopping trip and going to the movies with lydia. lijing didnt get anything, and i bet it must be me jinx-ing her into not liking anything she saw that day.haha. TRANSFORMERS was really really AWESOME.im most probably watching it again with ryan and family(: and i want to buy something from accessories, but im DARN broke. so no impulsive buyings this month, or rather next month.have to save for presents and all.chomp chomp. i had my face full of potato chips, mars bar and green tea. and i had to rush to the toilet in the middle of the show. lydia said i took merely 1 minute and she was so amazed.haha.

alright, homework, corrections and tutorial beckons for the whole weekend. cip tmr at imh. i just hope my flu is gone and my nose can stop leaking.rarr.bleach 131, here i come.

`sleep - copeland.

2007-06-24T05:20:00.000-07:00

school starting in like 12 hrs.rarr.
i can't wait to watch transformers.and i'm utterly absolutely broke.

`may i have this dance - Copeland.

2007-06-15T03:57:00.000-07:00

study session today proves to be quite productive, tho im still lost at vectors and complex.urgh. anw, lydee bought me chocolate from cocoa trees(: cos she said it looks like me): and she names it captain crook.hurhur.

`captain crash and the beauty queen from mars - bon jovi.

2007-06-12T04:29:00.001-07:00

ryan and zachary(: the latter proclaimed that im his girlfriend and the former said i wouldnt get attached at all.how horrid.haha.
daisy from orbeet and the study session at island creamery.lala.we wanted to print photos there, but the printer had to hang on us.TSK.

2007-06-10T08:25:00.000-07:00

LYNETTE!how could you expose my greatest secret!HAHA.
more photos.love you guys.i had a helluva fun at ecp that day!(:

2007-06-08T06:36:00.000-07:00

pictures shows it all.(: took more today, but i will have to wait till LEE uploads them.she bluffed GEE that i have a boyfriend and a belly piercing.haha.to think that gullible girl believed.i've got weird friends.haha.

2007-06-07T05:54:00.000-07:00

I carry your heart with me.
I carry it in my heart.
Anywhere I go, you go, my dear.
And whatever is done by only me,
is your doing, my darling.
I fear no fate,
for you are my fate, my sweet.
I want no world, for, beautiful,
you are my world, my true.
Here is the deepest secret no one knows,
here is the root of the root,
the bud of the bud,
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life.
Which grows higher than a soul can hope
or mind can hide.
Its a wonder that's keeping the stars apart.

I carry your heart.
I carry it in my heart.

was watching In her shoes just now.okay, its a chick flick.but its really nice and touching.(: i quoted that poem.it penned by e.e. cummings. thought it's sweet so i coped it.heh.alright, i have to admit, i havent done much studying.either i have been busy going to school, shopping or eating.all about having fun, nothing relate to studies at all.and if i really do badly, then serve me right.but anyway, tmr is cycling + studying day.yayy.at least my shades will come into use and i can tan.cant wait.whee.(: for tonight, i shall slck once more and that's it.I HOPE.

went to PS to get presents for my new niece.since i havent learnt how to spell her name, i shant disgrace myself. its either Shuanna or Shawna. i bought her a bunny rabbit with a rattle.and i was so smitten with the rabbit that i was holding and shaking it the whole time i was in the shopping.and in the end, my godsis made me change for a new rabbit, cos she thinks the rabbit turned black in my hands.duhh! a striped dress, 3bibs with colourful, polka dotted edges and a pair of yellow and orange sandals.if i take a picture of them, i will post it up soon.(: okay.let's look forward to tomorrow!(: Meanwhile, I get to watch Pan's Labyrinth.

`Godspeed - anberlin.

2007-05-30T06:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH, JESLIN!(:

you skinny shit.gain some weight la, otherwise the one who disappears is YOU.no me anymore.so sad.haha.happy happy birthday to the girl with the stitch ears!(:

2007-05-28T09:07:00.000-07:00

LALA. Lovely Lee-nette told me we can have our TUES RETAIL THERAPY.but with conditions attached.and that is: mug before we shop.i just hope i dont screw up my midyrs, wad with all the events coming up.FRIDAY is another BEEG day.LALA.im damn high now.the drowsy medicine doesnt seem to work at all.hurhur.

okay.tmr's going to be a mad day in town.have to run extreme errands and shop for anything that catches my eye.-grins.iLOVEgss.(:

sent ryan to chinese classes today.then JIAQI and i went island creamery to mug, cos the waffletown at balmoral wasnt open.damnit, i miss waffles.managed to cram in an hour of chemistry and went back to fetch him home.haha.babysitter-looker alert: potential babysitter here.after an afternoon of babysitting, jiaqi's feedback-ed that i was a nag.haha.figured that i should be nice, and that if we are watching shrek3 on friday, i will bring him along.anyway, he is afterall quite a POOR thing.if my mum left me and went to sydney to enjoy herself, i would complain too.hurr.

i forgot to say pirates3 was GREAT.heh.it was money well spent.and maybe there's class outing to play pool on friday.cant wait!(:

anyway, im glad that things are looking up for you.and i say this for the million-th time, we are always around to support you, no matter how distance we may be.(: take care and mug hard!heh.

`Ode To My Family - The Craberries.(: lovely song.

2007-05-27T18:11:00.001-07:00

flowers died, my ass.if you know you are in self denial already, then get out of it.stop wallowing on a path that helps accomplish nothing.for your sake, and for everyone who cares about you, its time to wake up already.

`Thnks Fr The Mmrs - Fall Out Boy.

2007-05-27T00:42:00.000-07:00

hey you.im sorry that things have such a mess till now.i see your effort to try to patch things back.i want to try too.and im sure, it will work out.(: the world wun stop for the things you want to enjoy most.but you can always savour the moment and relive it in your mind.dun be emo already!if you will stop in your tracks once in awhile, you will realise that you have many good friends around you.it just takes a little bit of time to keep in touch and eventually, you will build a stong foundation for a friendship.its like a garden, you have to put in the effort to help it bloom.dun whine already.i believe you can do it!(:

JING, my pretty love!(: heh.sorry for missing your last concert for nj.cant help it that i was sick.(must have been the mangoes my brother brought back from india.):) i will make it up to you alright! i know icecream cant replace me, but nevertheless, its a small consolation.hope you like your roses.(: i ran to the florist, cos i thought i was going to be late meeting alvin to pass him the tickets.in the end, he was SO much later.doinks.remember these balloons?haha.bet you enjoyed carrying them around! we must must MUST go out and mug soon.i dun wana fail my midyrs.take care babe!(:

heh.stupid hives kept me from going to the concert.i gave my mum quite a scare.haha.at least im MUCH MUCH better.thanks for the well wishes.and S6people were screaming goodbyes to me when i was leaving school early, quite malu.hurhur.holidays are here, its time to start mugging.i want my icecream treat.HEH.(: elmo was annoying the crap out of me ytd.good thing he apologised. cant wait.retail therapy on tuesday with LEE and LYD!(: thats if lyd's coming along.haha.TCALS outing on friday!hooray.my holidays ROCK.(:(: and yixin finally received the letter, cant waitfor her replies!(: lala. time to go.

`a day late - anberlin.(:

2007-05-16T03:57:00.000-07:00

after lamenting for weeks, i finally got my hair cut.the hairdresser was so amazed that my hair grew so much after the last hair cut which was like 1 and a half month ago.doinks.i feel happier with less hair but there's a sense of loss too.): checked out the mirror at ikea, and my jaw practically dropped.like why on earth would i pay 59 bucks for mirror!?i didn't even realise mirrors are that expensive.so in the end, i didn't buy so i will have to suffer a few more weeks without a mirror in my room.i miss my mirror./:

when i have more time, i will get around to reply you.sorry.just don't think so much about it.

`lollipop - mika.(:

2007-05-11T11:24:00.000-07:00

i dont know wads wrong with me.i really feel like doing something i havent done often and dont like to do.this week has been like a rollercoaster.):
maybe all i need to sleep.

`must have done something right - reliant k.

2007-05-04T06:17:00.000-07:00

im depressed.mummy just told me bluntly that she cant believe im that fat. all because she fits into my Zara kids pants better than i do.): i told Lydia im fasting and going on a diet, and offered to give her my brand-new packet of frosties cornflakes which i bought yesterday.):

okay.its time to focus on my studies.ms yamuna talked to us after chemistry practical today.it seems that i really lack the discipline and the focus to do well.reflecting on my biology results since start of the year, i really havent been putting in much effort.even Wendy pinpointed that im getting lazier by the day.daddy thinks i spent too much time with Ryan and Zac.maybe, for now, i should isolate myself.im making the effort already.i figured that its past time that i embark on my mugging routine.that means no more videos, tv and novels.boohoo.its a long way to go.and i shouldnt be lamenting before even starting./:

im starting to feel like a little kid again.why is it that every time we talk about this kind of things, u have the ability to make me feel like some small kid who only knows how to throw tantrum and not understand a bigger perspective of the situation?and no, im not blaming you.just really amazed.sometimes i think class sucks..like there is this political tension going on inconspicuously.it maybe subtle but its THERE.you know, im not too sure how to handle this thing.i seriously doubt there is a right or wrong to all the choices life has presented to us.its the different choices we made along the way that eventually led us to where we are standing now.however, i guess we all have the choice to choose how we want to carry on with life and u have a right to choose wad you feel is the best.

`highschool never ends - bowling for soup.(:

2007-04-29T05:38:00.000-07:00

i just needed to rant at times.maybe its better your way. i really wonder if things will simply just resolve once and for all.its not pity, you know.its sympathy that you always say you feel out of place.when im really feeling crappy and random, i do ask myself whether its my fault that i didnt put in much effort to help you feel like part of us.and i apologise for not calling to talk things through.maybe im just a coward, i cant really account for not calling.
at times i really want to know you better.you say we dont share our daily stuff, but i dont exactly see you doing that during the period we were crapping normally.i remember vaguely of the times where we share ALOT.but now, i dont know how to comprehend everything.it seems like everything is snowballing and getting worse.):

i want the ipod video.): was out mugging with lydia at ikea, but i ended up only finishing maths tutorial.cos the whole entire time, i was glued to her ipod video watching her MOVIES!omg.i soooo crave for a video.this is bad.i just bought my nano not long ago.BOOHOO.now she's trying to help me check out the price of video from her cousin.
the best part of the day was window-shopping at vivo.you see, we are both quite broke.maybe its just me.hahah.she is rich.her mummy.... hahah.when she reads this, she is so going to tell me to shut up.=p no nice wallets for her picky taste. the shades that i wanted was the last pieces.): we headed home after 2hrs./:

anw, i just lost my nalgene BEEG bottle two days ago.curse the evil monkey who took it - whether by accident or on purpose.i was so sad about it, that wendy kept asking if i was alright.hur.i got over it, was supposed to buy a new bottle today, but moley told me not to buy first.haha.
i just had fun playing with the visual DNA test thingy from ahrin's lj.quite an interesting way to know more about yourself.(:
i cant wait for tuesday.cos its a HOLIDAY.yayy.i want to go swim and tan!(:

2007-04-26T05:02:00.000-07:00

sheesh.im going to start sounding like some emo kid. BUT BUT BUT, i really dread school.
wads worse, i have to tolerate your emo and depressed face.i just cant understand how you can suddenly act so indifferent towards everything.sometimes im secretly glad when you dont come, so i wouldn't have to think of stuff to talk about.its getting sort of tiring and awkward when you dont talk and do your occassional disappearing act.maybe we just dont have a common topic and things that you are passionate about are the exact opposites of those im passionate about.to be honest, on days when im feeling random and crappy, i feel a twinge of sympathy for you. on others, i cant wait for school to end so i can escape the awkwardness and tension between us all.

school has been a strain on me - physically and mentally.bwahh.im resorting to stuffing my face full with icecream.it keeps my troubles away!(:

i cant thank fate enough for giving me really FANTASTIC friends like lynette, lydia, jiaqi, lijing, wendy etc.im only naming these few people cos i've been talking to them alot and they have all played apart in brightening up my days.(:

LYDIA - for sending me really random msg like christmas is in 8 more months. haha. i was trying really hard to figure out who would be that random when i saw the msg. and for abandoning her studying partner to accompany me for the game.thanks my lovely MOLEY!(:

LYNETTE - for watching the game with me, even though she was supposed to be studying for H3.lala.i know you love icecream.i do too!(:

JIAQI - kake!(: even though i dont always see you ( wad with you being busy and all. :p), whenever we meet up, we crap nonsense and its just heartwarming to see you always taking my side.thank you pal.(:

LIJING - heyy dear dear friend. i know you're upset about syf.look on the brighter side alright! dance is about the passion.(: i would do anything to cheer you up including oversending my sms and trying to make chances for YOU two!haha.really had fun crapping about the two of YOU.(: love loads!(:

WENDY - heyy girl.dont worry too much alright.i believe things will take a turn for the better.so dont think too much about the negative thoughts. all those random nonsense that we sprout in school really chase all those moody moments away. thank you small girl!(:

love icecream and i cant to go eat!(: i think my emo moment has passed.lala.i finally going to see kake's burnt face, thats if there's enough sun for her to tan and get burnt!:p lala.(:

2007-04-24T04:45:00.000-07:00

i HEART ice-cream!(: i had island creamery on friday.yummy.and daily scoop on saturday!-licks lip! super uber duper yummy.

sheesh.at this rate im going to get FAT.but then again, wadever!
next friday, i going to meet jing at island creamery!lala.((:

im uber broke.): but i want to go shopping.i need a wardrobe revamp!!!skinny jeans from zara(:

2007-04-11T05:36:00.000-07:00

LAI JIA QI, u pig! i havent seen you in weeks. u better come date me soon. since u always the one who's busy.not me.

cip at ymca has been cancelled.sheesh.jing's got dance commitment. so i meeting lydia instead.i cant wait for friday, a break from all the mad tests.and a short relaxation time before mugging for next week's mad tests.hockey a'div is coming.cant wait to go watch the matches.((:

im supposed to disappear from blogger.but well, i need a break once in awhile.=p

well back to gpland.

manu scored!((: lala.

`We, by our sufferings, learn to prize our bliss.-John Dryden.

2007-03-19T04:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY, MELLIE MOO!(:
i miss the tcals suddenly.):

that was last year's picture tho.heh.
mellie's malu face while the swensens crew sang the birthday song.haha!=D

sadd.i didnt get to see little troytroy last friday.now i'll have to wait till this coming friday.
lala.at least there's zachary's party at the chalet in some hidden ulu part of changi.((:

think i might abandon this blog for awhile.i've been lagging in schoolwork and slacking away.sigh.today is the start of the new term.in ten more weeks, it will be our common test.

chompchomp.i hope our progress report got burnt or something.i really dun want to get it back.): back to mugging./:

`way back into love - hugh grant.

2007-03-15T03:25:00.000-07:00

i was having a discussion with moley just now, about how blogging is so mundane.hurhur.
went to watch music and lyrics.nice nice show.if my YOUNGER brother says its nice, then it has to be exceptional.haha.given the fact that he doesnt watch chic flicks.
moley and i wandered around PS.ack.its really boring.i've been like going to town almost everyday except yesterday, since the holidays started.im so so sick of town.

arghh.i have no idea wad to get for lijing's bday.desperate situation calls for desperate measures.hurhur.if i really cant find anything, im going to get her present from shanghai tang. :p

the beach outing today didnt happen.instead, im going with two, sorry make that THREE, little crazy kiddos tmr.i wonder wad possessed me to agree, maybe its little troytroy's cute face.ahh!!!(:(: i shall try and take pictures tmr!!!(:

got to FLY.(: lala.

`this aint a scene, it's an arms race - fall out boy.

2007-03-07T05:33:00.000-08:00

lessons tmr are all biology classes.except for the gp tutorial right smacked in the middle.omg.im going to faint.
lijing is seriously mad over wu zun, just like everyone else.hurhur.
there's a bio retest.arghh... im so not looking forward to monday./:

moley, i cant wait to go tanning at the beach, and we must mug during the one week break.
i will make sure i wouldnt talk.if i do, whack me.haha.
and i deperately need to go SHOPPING.chompchomp.

oh yayy.i finally bought my beeg nalgene bottle.((:

`only hope - switchfoot.

2007-03-02T05:30:00.000-08:00

'Future is fear when unknown; joy when clear.'

wheewhee.im crazy over goong s and jing is crazy over the ella show.HAHA!
i desperately want to go shopping. and all thanks to somebody.i miss my chance of shopping today.
THAT somebody ask me out then she ditch me 3 hrs before meeting me.this kind of friend deserves to be slapped.hurhur.

my dad made me walk back and forth between the kitchen and the living room a million and one times. he couldn't make up his mind how many pieces of fruits i was supposed to have in my bowl.when i finally settled down in front of the laptop, he told me to go back to the kitchen for a banana.goodness.then in the end, he brought one over to me instead.my dad is getting weirder and weirder by the day./:

ann lo wants me to get the man u stickers for her.haha.

oh yea.i passed A's chinese.like whee, chinese is finally over for good.my brother's girlfriend is here, for i-duno-wad. hurhur. anw, she is really loaded la.the other day, we went over to her house for a party and there was a pool table at the porch area. and the kois in the pond are really FAT.goodness.rich.

i saw teoyixin online all the way in australia, christmas island. she gave me her address. ((: which means i can go post her something.((: lala.that girl cant remember her mobile number, so she wanted me to miss call her.HAHA!

yea.i really want to go shopping and finally get the nalgene bottle that i wanted for i-duno-how long.im hungry.damn.):

later!

`straightjacket feeling - the all-american rejects.

2007-02-24T21:14:00.000-08:00

grace just came to my house.haha.and she got an angbao.(:
haha.
omg. all the homework that im supposed to complete is like piling up on my table.
im going to faint soon.):

gp viewpoint continuum
chemisty tutorial 7 and 8
mug for biology test - mendelian's and i dont know wad else.
biology practical skill a
maths tutorial 12.

rarr.just now, grace reminded me that i used to draw a chompchomp
smiley in all my letters when i get angry.haha.(:
there you go:

hahah.i miss the old days.nvm, grace says she will call me.(:(: yay!

manchester united won last night!-grins.

`lost heaven - L'Arc en Ciel.

2007-02-21T06:28:00.000-08:00

boohoo.it's been a long day.chompchomp.
actually. i fell aslp while intending to study chemistry.haha.(:
talk to lijing on msn just now, and she reminded me that we havent talk on the phone since i dont know when.seriously bad, i cant even remember the last time we chatted on the phone.
hurhur.maybe today was really a bad day.aye.whatever.
went subsub-ing with wendy for lunch.(: i miss subway.hurr.

2007-02-17T00:20:00.000-08:00

freaks la.i should have stayed out today.

2007-02-16T04:57:00.000-08:00

thanks to ORBEET!(:(:
i got a lovely DAISY.whee!(:

spent a long day in town.saw so many familiar faces.
awesome.(:
met lijing to pass her vday present.whoopee.i LOVE the bear!((: thanks dearie!((:

my brother showed me a really interesting quote.

"An archaeologist is the best husband a woman can have; the older she gets, the more interested he is in her." - Agatha Christie.

lijing's favourite author.HAHA!(:

Too close for comfort - Mcfly.((:

I never meant the things I said to make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry?
It's hard to forget, and yes, I regret all these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving me,
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes;
I watch as you cry, but it's getting late
(Chorus)
Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort?
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort, driving you home?
Guess I'll never know
Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me?
Now that I find that you've changed your mind, I'm lost for words,
And everything I feel for you, I wrote down on one piece of paper,
the one in your hand
You won't understand how much it hurts to let you go
(Chorus Two)
Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort?
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover?
I got too close for comfort, driving you home
'Cuz I'll never know, ooh, yeah
All this time, you've been telling me lies,
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes,
And when I asked you, I knew I was right,
But if you turn your back on me, now,
When I need you most,
But you chose to let me down, down, down
Won't you think about what you're about to do to me and back down?
(Chorus Three)
Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort?
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover?
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out when I wanted in, yeah, yeah, yeah-ah
What was I just about to discover?
And I got too close for comfort, driving you home
Guess I'll never know

2007-02-12T07:08:00.000-08:00

had a great day after school today.((:
even though it was all a coincidence.
aweeeesome.(:

rushed back to catch some parts of the show.
ignored all homework and revision work.
hehe.tmr is baking day.
hafta mug for bio SPA today.sighs.

cant wait for CNY.i did my major shopping spree alrdy.((:

ytd, went shopping with my younger brother.
goodness, i never knew guys can be so fussy.haha.
he took almost 3 hrs to buy 3 shirts and a cargo pants in vivocity.
my legs almost broke.and we almost had to revisit every shop TWICE.

nevertheless, i had fun.school has been a drag though.but the afternoon more than made up for it.WHEE.(:

lala.sweet dreams.(:

2007-02-10T09:40:00.000-08:00

school's been busy.
so maybe that explains why i havent been blogging.
vday is in 3 days.
CNY is in 7 days.
its scary how time flies.A's is nearing.sheesh.
i guess i should be stressed now.i dont want to be like my brother who got an unexpected grade for his express chinese O's paper.the desire to get a distinction grade, but fall short.
nevertheless, im really proud of myself.did major spring cleaning in my room.tho i havent clear out the papers and school stuff from my super messy desk.thats for tomorrow.

love fiesta was fun but like all fun fairs, annoyingly noisy.
class outing to eat dinner and play pool was great.

i really dont feel like going anymore.no point trying to talk me into doing something that i derive no happiness from.its not the game.its the people.i miss PAE period.goodness.

accomplishment of the day:
cheering up a really sad small girl who was utterly stressed out with dance, school and the fact that she is unattached.haha.she is going to kill me.take care small girl.the toy i got for u is currently nestled in the depths of my bag.no food.i promised.((:

`memories matter so much.

2007-01-29T04:43:00.000-08:00

for jerilyn.

2007-01-29T04:35:00.000-08:00

it feels so surreal this days.
it seems like its some sick comedian's joke and he is going to jump out anytime and say, 'hah.gotcha.'

goodness.or should i say, DEJAVU.
its so hard to get it done.
ur stressed.like im not.
im tired of all this too, u know.

headache's back.screw it.

2007-01-27T08:34:00.000-08:00

i just heard another piece of bad news, class t-shirt will take another month. at this rate, the shirt will never be done.really dumb, it just reminds me of the gee2 shirt which im wearing now.doinks.

this week has been real bad.one bad news after another, guess that explains for my lousy mood the entire week.it felt really conflicting, when one party tells u not to get involved and another says u should.

guess the only highlight was baking my muffins, even if it did turn out to be sunken.and watching blood diamond.its such a touching show.LOVE it to bits.((:

lazy to blog alrdy.had a really long and HIGHLY confidential chat (as rated by him)with wk.HAHA((:

2007-01-20T07:40:00.000-08:00

words cant express what i have in mind.):

on a side note, im going to miss you, my PS partner.):

`sweet child o' mine.

2007-01-10T05:38:00.000-08:00

somehow, i have lost interest in school.sheesh.can't be bothered about homework either.

bleahh.i don't know what you are thinking of.i hope u wake up real soon and take a good look around.u are giving up the best chance u have.)x

`i wanna hold you - mcfly.((:

2007-01-09T03:51:00.000-08:00

school is really starting to get a little on my nerves.BLEAh.

anw, went to haji lane with jiaqi and seriously, we didnt exactly expect what we saw.so our jaws practically dropped when we saw the MINIATURE shopping lane.HAHA.and whoever go shops there must be RICHRICHRICH.which im not.the things are a little over priced.

but we did find a really nice shop that was still out-of-my-price-range.its NEAT.all the patch-work clutch and pouches.CUTE.

maybe i will end up getting that green polkadotted one, even tho its like abit not worth.

kake made me walk to golden mile food centre and she was the one who had to stop every 5mins, even tho she claims to be fitter than me.NOW, who is the fitter one?haha.

i need to get a life.sighs.my time is now filled with hockey and school.i feel dread-y.duno why.its like my whole day is wasted in school, cos i cant go home or out.sheesh.i wana go back to SHANGHAI TANG.arghhh.):

cheer up.u matter to ur friends too.((:

`take me away - the subways.

2007-01-04T05:36:00.000-08:00

this post was left as a draft.duno why!haha.it was posted last thurs.((:

i dread school tmr, and all fridays, i think.sighs.

anw, first day of school, got kinda irritated when i overheard some seniors talking about me and wendy.tsktsk.so loud pls.

got my paycheque and open my bank acct alrdy.whoots.dun feel rich tho.hahaha.maybe the amount is still not ideal enough.LOL.

unlimited desires.limited resources.

new econs teacher.she CAN teach.but i think she isnt that interesting.or perhaps its just the 1st lesson and we havent really warmed up to her.

`one love - loveholic

2006-12-31T20:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2007!((:
whoots.a new year, a new beginning.((:

the last day of 2006 happened to coincide with my last day at shanghai tang.sigh.i miss that place now that im no longer working there as a part timer.i miss that fantastic but crazy crew.all the jokes perked me up when i was half asleep on the job.a BEEG thank you to all the people in shanghai tang.a tribute to my days of working there.HAHA.maybe after a's, i might want to go back there.maybe the pay is that fantastic, but i love the environment!((:

oh yea!my parting gift from shanghai tang came as a surprise, they shared the green STARBOX for me.((: so pretty please.ahaha.i bought royce chocs for them and a thank you card which is currently stucked to the noticeboard in the pantry.hehe.mary asked me to go back there during the holidays.i would love to, if we dun have a million and one homework to be completed then.bahh.we shall see, hmm.

today is a new beginning.wanted to do some shopping.heh.but no company, or rather the person is still sleeping, i think.and the most ultimate news of all, no money.shop wad!? sighs.nvm.i will be contented if i can just go haji lane to look see.mellie was nice to give me a whole load of directions to haji lane.whee.((:

shopping spree, here i come.(when i get my second paycheck.wahaha.)

`famous last word - my chemical romance.

2006-12-23T09:28:00.000-08:00

boohoo.
had a really hectic and LONG week.
work work and more work.but i think im addicted- to work.
went for the pharmacy camp the other time, and i simply felt like going back to work.
its weird.haha.but i really enjoy working with the bunch of crazy people at shanghai tang.its rewarding and fulfilling.
just tday, a customer gave me 20 bucks as tips for helping her wrap a whole bunch of stuff.wasnt supposed to accept it, but she wouldnt take it back.a few had complimented me, i think its just comforting to be appreciated, even tho the numbers are small. i finally understand how two simple words like thank you can make so much difference to everything around.((:
had a mini-celebration after work tday.pizzahut delivery and gift exchange.i havent given them the stuff that i bought, cos it was really last minute and i didnt know there was going to be gift exchange.i cant believe both cecilia-s gave me ouch.one shaghai tang and one topshop.prettaye!!((:
a mug from carol and geraldine.cute orange cow!!((:haha.
i really love working at shanghai tang, and somehow i cant picture myself going ack to school and totally stop working at shanghai tang. goodness, im going to be working with the people.
i guess the company you have makes the difference at ifferent work places.the crew at shanghai tang is one in a million.sighs.

received some unexpected mail and testimonials.haha.cards from tricia and jerilyn tan.testimonial from SKIPlim.that little prick is back to haunt me.haha.in a nice way though.LOL.

went on my shopping spree on thursday after getting half my pay.((:
bought my lovely crumpler, and a nice pretty nike bag.whee.ohoh!the FCUK jeans were on sale.nice cutting, colour and nice EVERYTHING!haha.its christmas presents galore.i have officially spent 300 plus on my shopping spree and the christmas present.and i don't feel the pinch.die.i think i need to work to support my unlimited endless spendings.bahh.

got the rest of my pay for november alrdy.whoots.770 in total but after deducting cpf, im left with only 616.still alot.haha.nvm.im awaiting this month's pay.whee.((:

im all set for the new year and i have been slacking the whole holidays.think i will have ALOT of catching up to do once school reopens.this is bad.sheesh.sighs.we shall see.

adious.((:

2006-12-07T06:22:00.000-08:00

just when i need someone, ANYone, there's no one arnd.
FREAKS la.

nvm.back to happier times.

with mummy and daddy in bangkok.

with kake in genting.

with jerilyn on the dumbo elephant.

kake and jerilyn playing foosball.

the blur look.-one in a million.HAHA!

the estatic face.-wad a contrast.

with CUTE ryan.-in disneyland, japan.

the act CUTE one.-DISTINCTIVE difference.hehe.

`what a year.

2006-12-05T08:10:00.000-08:00

Creative MUVO SLIM mp3 player 1GB for $65 (the whole package.)- interested? tag on my tagboard.((:

back from the trip to m'sia with LO and LAI.
for details, go visit jerilyn's blog.haha

apparently this year im too LAZY to blog about it.
maybe i will just edit lo's version of it.
anw, we have been using the L-lang alot.
haha.and we realised that if you pronounce go and die by starting with L, its sounds like LO and LAI.
wahaha.its been a fun trip.but genting is truly getting boring, wads with going there 4 times this past three years.
but shopping in KL was really fun, given the fact that i bought an ARMANI EXCHANGE wallet.which was real PRETTY and a real STEAL.waha.

lijing is selling her brandnew ipod nano.which im really tempted to get.
but since i just bought the creative one from my cousin not long ago.
im still re-considering.and im leaving it to fate.haha.

had a LONG day at Shanghai Tang today.
lydia came to visit.the new shop is really big.
im having muscle ache from running all over the shop.
and abit of a headache since i havent figured out where all the things are.

anw, i sort of feel guilty and sorry towards the ST crew.sheesh.
i recommended the wrong thing.sighs.
maybe my judgement was wrong afterall.

i got my allowance but not my paycheck.i cant wait to get my paycheck and set up a new bank acct.
maybe i might psycho myself to get an atm card so i wun be without cash.
but then think about it, it maybe a bad idea looking at how i shop.sheesh.

hah.we shall see.anw, i wana go xmas shopping.jiaqi and lydia trying to date me.((:
and maybe i will sell my fredperry to lydia since she like it so much.((:

time to sleep.tmr is another LONG day.

Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world,
will never take my heart.
And though they try
They'll never break me
They want it all
They wanna break this bone.

2006-11-25T05:42:00.000-08:00

woots.got a little bored with the previous website.
thought i should make some changes.((:
took me awhile to get everything up and ready.

i need to go shopping for shoes.
goodness.
im going to be real broke tmr.
i need my pay asap!((:

now i really feel like playing pool again.
`addicted.
sheesh.
i wonder when is jing getting back.
BAHH.